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Created on 2002-10-06 10:23:41 (#730168), last updated 2004-03-14
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Basic Info| Name: | *~*Kelly*~* |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 01-18 |
| Location: | dover, New Hampshire, United States |
BioI've always been the girl with the realistic dreams. The one with her feet planted on the ground (maybe too far in the ground for my own good.) Even when I was young, I never had dreams of becoming a princess or a movie star or a professional ballerina. I just shrugged things like that off and kept on playing.
Even until this day I've never really had any outrageous dreams in life like that. But it's been getting blurry lately.
I just walk around, making sure to go to enough classes to pass and thinking that one day soon I’ll be out of my grandparents house, on my own and with a life of my own. And still, I dream of the average life.
My dream is actually to be average. I want to be the woman who wakes up early to go to work (a lawyer, no doubt) I want to live in an average house, nothing to expensive or rich. I want to have an average family with average friends. I have never wanted anything more than that.
But now, as the days pass and I am getting closer and closer to this dream come true, the more I get confused. I sit at home by myself during the days and wish for a change. I go to concerts and wonder and dream about having a life like the bands. My life views get more and more distorted every day. I don't want to be average anymore; I want to be something big and special.
Why did this dream come so late in my life. Right when things were settling themselves out. They say that it's just a phase, but why then won't it go away. Why did my non-existent childhood dreams have to emerge themselves now?
Even until this day I've never really had any outrageous dreams in life like that. But it's been getting blurry lately.
I just walk around, making sure to go to enough classes to pass and thinking that one day soon I’ll be out of my grandparents house, on my own and with a life of my own. And still, I dream of the average life.
My dream is actually to be average. I want to be the woman who wakes up early to go to work (a lawyer, no doubt) I want to live in an average house, nothing to expensive or rich. I want to have an average family with average friends. I have never wanted anything more than that.
But now, as the days pass and I am getting closer and closer to this dream come true, the more I get confused. I sit at home by myself during the days and wish for a change. I go to concerts and wonder and dream about having a life like the bands. My life views get more and more distorted every day. I don't want to be average anymore; I want to be something big and special.
Why did this dream come so late in my life. Right when things were settling themselves out. They say that it's just a phase, but why then won't it go away. Why did my non-existent childhood dreams have to emerge themselves now?
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